"Should I stay or should I go?"

So I guess google or someone is making progress on restoring blogger service back to Turkey. It is accessible sometimes and then will be blocked other times. It seems that they can't quite make up their mind of whether it will stay or go.

Well, that was originally going to be the sum of this update, but as I think about it there are a few other things that seem to be debating about whether to stay or go.

The weather has been very Colorado Spring-like lately. Just a few hours ago it looked like monsoon season and now we are back to bright blue skies. There have been a few really nice warm days and then others that are back to really cold. We even had snow just a week or so ago. Warm weather has been making its appearances but hasn't quite decided that it is ready to stay.

For us personally we are torn right now about whether we should stay or go in Gaziantep. Our time here has been profitable in many different ways, but we are unsure of whether or not it is the experience we want to have again for another year. We are looking into other options trying to see what opportunities are available to us.

Needless to say we are in an interesting stage of the year. We are excited about what is next - but not really sure what that is or ought to be. It is teaching us more and more what it means to be dependent and to learn to trust. It is teaching us to be "actively patient," a lesson we thought we'd learned in the past but is still as difficult as ever.

Well, now I know one thing...it is time to go home! Ready for the weekend!